Why are you sometimes blind? Beautiful girls are all over, including this one, and you go for the fake girls?!?!? I DO NOT UNDERSTAND. Does it get better? Does it get worse? UGH! 

It’s times like these when I need to look up, and thank God for putting me here. For making me wait for “my true love”. He isn’t here yet; maybe he got lost on his way to me… but he’s coming.

I’m just upset atm b/c I have no prom date. No guy apparently has the BALLS to ask me… Am I that repulsive?? :/ NAAAAHH…

I had a date; MASON. Such a lovely boy. College Man. But, I got my hopes up too fast. We’re cool, just friends. But, I just wish it could have worked out. 

No more “coulda woulda shouldas” I’m done. Things will work out, all for the best.

(I HOPE)

I am crazy about this one guy (and what girl isn’t). We have danced in circles around each other’s heart… we have tried and tried again… It seems hopeless. Part of me wants to run from him because I am afraid of being loved, being hurt, being stressed and ALL TOGETHER CRAZY! The other part tells me to never let go, and hang on forever. That he is the one. Yes, there IS the possibility that I may find someone in college. But that’s not the point. I don’t want to lose this guy. I never will. No matter how much I push and push him away. No matter how much I hurt him and break his and my heart. I will never lose him. He loves me too much. I love him too much. I want to go to prom with him, share that memorable night; I want to marry him and make beautiful babies; I want to grow old together, takes walks together and still hold his hand, and be that “cute old couple”; I want to go to sleep in his arms and us die right then and there. He’s amazing. He’s my world. We may not “be together” as a couple, but he’s right here in my heart. If I lost him. I’d be stupid and hate myself everyday. Yeah… That’s my rant about love. Love. Love.Love.